I wish I was standing on top of a tall gogo box as we speak breaking it down for all to see and that my performance at work was based on my vast knowledge of the Spice Girls and the history of the American Musical.
I want to live in a world where there was never a doubt by a friend or family member that I don't love them to the point of exhaustion and that there is no length I wouldn't go to prove it. A life where eating Sour Patch Kids and drinking Pepsi didn't break down the enamel on your teeth or make you look fat in your jeans.
I long to have the ability to enjoy your company and when things get to be too much then you won't be offended when I crank up the music and start dancing on table and the harder I danced the quicker you forgot what upset you in the first place, until you joined in the dance.
I embrace sorrow.
No,I wouldn't get rid of sadness, I like being sad, it makes it so much better when things get good again. I wish no one was alone and that it was socially acceptable to hug strangers, even if they were poor or dirty.
I want more than anything for you to believe me when I look you in the eye and say that you are amazing and the second you start to feel insecure, that you put down your Pepsi and Sour Patch kids and join me on my box for a spin. Don't over think it, just breathe in and let go......
Hold my hand forever?
